Just over a year ago Connie and I decided to start this blog. At that time I had a written down a few stories already. Well, more like vomited them out to be honest. You can read them in the category called ‘A Farewell to Shame.’ I thought at that time that what I had written was all I had to say.
Somehow, we’ve managed to keep this blog going for over a year now. Now I find myself at a crossroads – and I’m not sure where I want to go. We wanted to write a blog about child abuse. We wanted to provide resources and community – or at least a listening ear to anyone who needed it. I think we’ve done that to some extent. I don’t know if we helped anyone else, but I got a lot better by writing.
Now as I look at the computer screen in front of me I ask myself – where do I go from here? The burning need to rehash the past has gone – healed mostly – believe it or not! I’m closer – so much closer – to God than I was a year ago and surprisingly He is not who I thought He was – He’s MUCH MUCH better! So… where do I go from here? Do I stop writing? Do I take a break? Do I change course – writing about Christian life and walk and healing – not healing alone? Do I continue to stay anonymous? These are the questions I’ve been asking myself and God. Now I’d like to ask you. Where do I go from here?